So I know I haven't blogged in a while but I really need to get some things off of my chest so to speak. A lot of crap has went down since I have written...Let's see my sister in law is a slore and got pregnant by some other man, when she cant take care of the babies she already has. All I can say is thank goodness for my parents or I don't know what would happen to those kids. My brother has yet to get a divorce but he wants it. I have had a really rough start to the semester. My grampa had to have triple bypass surgery, grama broke her knee on the day of surgery. I am having some medical issues that are small right now but there is a slight chance it could become something bigger. But I HAVE to look on the positive side...I WILL be strong!! It's just so hard when everything seems to be falling apart and I hate this feeling. I have once again have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety, But I doubt it ever left me. The pills are slowly making it better thank goodness! It has been a year since I have seen my big bubba...I miss him like crazy. I have gotten close to some of the people in the smokers circle. I am so happy I did meet the people I did there are a few out there who have taught me its OK to be odd, weird, silly and dorks but it is perfectly OK Just be yourself and that's all that matters! I need to let loose a little more, and I am trying but it's hard but eventually I will!! I just cant believe that it has been over a year since I saw my bubby! I wanna see him so bad! I need my partner in crime!! I am hoping he learns something out of this stay, especially since it will be a long term this time although his first! On a good note..My bestie is pregnant!! I am super stoked! I will be an auntie for the fourth time, this is my number one favorite job! I am going home next semester...Going to do the CNA program probably at Pen Valley but we will see!
Love
Shelbyy Lynn
