Update on the pain I call my big bubba :)

I have been so busy kicking it into gear to get school back up but I can do it! I have not really written to my brother lately which I need to get on it..Because I miss him so much! It's just so different going home on weekends or breaks and knowing he is not there to call me a butt head or brat when I first see him. I never really realized how much I would miss getting the lovely brotherly love of being picked on. I really want to see him because when I do I get to give him a hug!! I know that doesn't really sound like much but to me it is, just to know he still loves me. I have gotten to talk to him on the phone he is doing good starting to get in GED classes and get in a rehab program but I am not getting my hopes up....I will believe it when I see it. I know he can do it he just lacks motivation. It is really nice hearing his voice that's the only thing Keeping my hopes up, he sounds so up beat! Drama drama drama save it for your mama!! I am so sick of it. But I will write again and explain. 

With lots of love, 

Shelby Lynn